June 18, 2020

Should I Abort of Leave This Pregnancy



Please post for me and hide my id.

I'm 23 years, a 300L student of Uniben. I have been in lagos few weeks before the lockdown, I came to visit my elder sister, hoping to spend 2 -3 weeks as usual because of mid semester break but unfortunately I couldn't go back as I thought cos of covid -19.

My sister's husband was giving me some attitudes like eyeing me in ever since I came and he wasn't like that before, I told my sister but he shunned me not to speak bad of her husband. There was a day he barged into my room while I was dressing up and warned him but he said.....*do you know you are in my house*? I apologized to him. I told my sister but she slapped me, that she trust her husband ,he won't stoop so low bla bla.....

She even accused me of trying to break her home ,so I decided not to tell her anything again and I was praying for lockdown to be over. I called my mom and explained, she didn't believe me either.

Fast forward to may ending, my sister went to the clinic because she's trying to conceive and my sister's husband forced himself on me while I was cleaning the sitting room 😭😭, I tried to resist him but I don't have the strength.

He begged me not to tell anyone and promised to give me a huge amount of money but I didn't answer him, I cried throughout that day, when my sister came back she knew I was dull but I couldn't tell her anything. I just told her I'm not feeling fine that I wish to go back, but there's still inter state lockdown.

I discovered I'm pregnant now ,I actually took salt water when the incident happened but I didn't know it will fail ,I did PT strip and it's positive. I remembered my pastor once told me not to have abortion, so I called a friend to tell her that I'm pregnant for my boyfriend and I would like to abort it,she immediately told me that she had a dream concerning me, that I shouldn't do abortion.

Mummies please judge me and insult me, but I swear this wasn't my fault, please what can I do? I'm loosing it😭😭😭

I'm still in Lagos but will be going back to Benin, probably on the 20th when inter state lockdown is over.Please post for me and hide my id.

I'm 23 years, a 300L student of Uniben. I have been in lagos few weeks before the lockdown, I came to visit my elder sister, hoping to spend 2 -3 weeks as usual because of mid semester break but unfortunately I couldn't go back as I thought cos of covid -19.

My sister's husband was giving me some attitudes like eyeing me in ever since I came and he wasn't like that before, I told my sister but he shunned me not to speak bad of her husband. There was a day he barged into my room while I was dressing up and warned him but he said.....*do you know you are in my house*? I apologized to him. I told my sister but she slapped me, that she trust her husband ,he won't stoop so low bla bla.....

She even accused me of trying to break her home ,so I decided not to tell her anything again and I was praying for lockdown to be over. I called my mom and explained, she didn't believe me either.

Fast forward to may ending, my sister went to the clinic because she's trying to conceive and my sister's husband forced himself on me while I was cleaning the sitting room 😭😭, I tried to resist him but I don't have the strength.

He begged me not to tell anyone and promised to give me a huge amount of money but I didn't answer him, I cried throughout that day, when my sister came back she knew I was dull but I couldn't tell her anything. I just told her I'm not feeling fine that I wish to go back, but there's still inter state lockdown.

I discovered I'm pregnant now ,I actually took salt water when the incident happened but I didn't know it will fail ,I did PT strip and it's positive. I remembered my pastor once told me not to have abortion, so I called a friend to tell her that I'm pregnant for my boyfriend and I would like to abort it,she immediately told me that she had a dream concerning me, that I shouldn't do abortion.

Mummies please judge me and insult me, but I swear this wasn't my fault, please what can I do? I'm loosing it😭😭😭.

I'm still in lagos but will be going back to Benin, probably on the 20th when inter state lockdown is over.Please post for me and hide my id.

I'm 23 years, a 300L student of Uniben. I have been in lagos few weeks before the lockdown, I came to visit my elder sister, hoping to spend 2 -3 weeks as usual because of mid semester break but unfortunately I couldn't go back as I thought cos of covid -19.

My sister's husband was giving me some attitudes like eyeing me in ever since I came and he wasn't like that before, I told my sister but he shunned me not to speak bad of her husband. There was a day he barged into my room while I was dressing up and warned him but he said.....*do you know you are in my house*? I apologized to him. I told my sister but she slapped me, that she trust her husband ,he won't stoop so low bla bla.....

She even accused me of trying to break her home ,so I decided not to tell her anything again and I was praying for lockdown to be over. I called my mom and explained, she didn't believe me either.

Fast forward to may ending, my sister went to the clinic because she's trying to conceive and my sister's husband forced himself on me while I was cleaning the sitting room 😭😭, I tried to resist him but I don't have the strength.

He begged me not to tell anyone and promised to give me a huge amount of money but I didn't answer him, I cried throughout that day, when my sister came back she knew I was dull but I couldn't tell her anything. I just told her I'm not feeling fine that I wish to go back, but there's still inter state lockdown.

I discovered I'm pregnant now ,I actually took salt water when the incident happened but I didn't know it will fail ,I did PT strip and it's positive. I remembered my pastor once told me not to have abortion, so I called a friend to tell her that I'm pregnant for my boyfriend and I would like to abort it,she immediately told me that she had a dream concerning me, that I shouldn't do abortion.

Mummies please judge me and insult me, but I swear this wasn't my fault, please what can I do? I'm loosing it😭😭😭.

I'm still in Lagos but will be going back to Benin, probably on the 20th when inter state lockdown is over.



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